English

Yes I hate this fucking language. I learn this shit for 10 years but I can not speak or communicate yet. As you can see I can write some foolish but native speakers will say only "hahaha STUPID RUSSIAN NOOB! He can't even speak english. His grammar is full of stupidness and shit. I hate him." And I hate this situation. I can't listen to speech of fucking natives, I REALLY CAN NOT UNDERSTAND THEM. FUCK. I try to see some films or listen some radioprogrammes for 1.5 year but it is not give me results. No results in 1.5 years. SHIT. What am I doing wrong, guys? Maybe I am too stupid for this? I think it is main problem, but for this time I became to hate this fucking language very bad. I CAN'T EVEN SAY IN THIS SHIT WHAT I THINK NOW. HATE HATE HATE/ I hate HATE HATE HATE